Let me start at the end and go back to the beginning. I HATE garages. I always thought that I would love to have one, no longer!!! I scratched the crap out of the passenger side of my car on the side of my lovely two car garage(not)!!!!! I said a few naughty words, luckily Christy was in the car still and I was on the outside surveying the damage. So back one step I went to Mervyns and tried to apply for a job on their ridiculous idea of a computer. What should have taken me 10 or 15 minutes took me almost forty five to complete. Needless to say all this for a possibility of a part time job that pays $8.10 an hour. WHY?????? So back another step, Christy and I went to Target so I could apply for a job. I would like to work their, it would be a change of pace and a totally new experience. Then back another step. Last night was horrible, David and I had a little tiff about Tasha...just so you all know I don't hate her. Poor David I am so moody sometimes and I usually end up taking it out on him. Not to mention that lately I feel like a big fat, useless, lazy person. I do nothing. I sit at home and read and eat. Not helping anything!!! I feel useless without a job. I feel like I am nothing! Enough about my self pity. I am so lucky with all the blessings that I do have. I miss my family and having things be in a routine. Oh well, I get to be with David and that is more important.
Friday, August 22, 2008
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You sorta tick me off! :) Just because you don't have a job doesn't mean you are useless, so what do you think all us stay at home moms are, sacks of crap? You should be enjoying your time with Christy. You'll get a job soon enough (hopefully) and you can go back to complaining about working with stupid people. Too bad we don't live close anymore, we could be sacks of crap together! I'd help you not be bored! Sorry your adjustment to your new phase of life is so hard for you. I'm sure it will get easier(at least I hope so)! Oh and don't whine about 8.10 and hour, Danni only gets 7. I hate this stupid town. You should just tell David to get over tasha and give you some money! That woman needs to learn to take care of herself. Sorry about your car! Were you not watching where you were going? Is it a tight fit? It's kinda funny! Although if it happened to me and I had a nice car I'm sure I would have busted a hole into the garage or broken the garage door in a fit of rage. Anyway this whole comment sounds mean. I don't mean for it to be mean, I know you are havin a hard time and i'm sorry. You are not a fat lazy useless person, jUst so you know. Love ya. I'll trade problems if you want!
I totally understand how you feel, you AREN'T useless, but I know how you can feel like that a lot of the times. Sometimes you just need to feel like there is a purpose, and that someone NEEDS you durring the day. It'll change once you get a job, or HAVE A BABY!!! I hope you feel better soon, it's all good! :o)
I didn't mean to complain so much, and I don't think stay at home moms are useless!!! I have just been used to being the sole provider for the last five years. You guys are right I need to enjoy my time at home.
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