Just for me....

and just because this is like a journal. This week has been a hard week. I have had this feeling that David is not doing very well on the ship. Hopefully soon they will pull into their first port and David can have a few days off. Another thing is that today is Jims birthday. I drove Christy to Fillmore today so she could spend the weekend with Grandma Cosgrove. The drive brought back a lot of memories. I think about all the things that Christy will miss with her dad being gone. I know that she still misses him so much! Another thing is this would be the week of the due date of the second baby that I lost. Another thing that has me down. And I really, really miss David. It has been hard, and when I have a bad week it makes me miss David that much more.
On the positive side I have so many things to be grateful for. I was able to go back to work at my old job which saves me a lot of time training and started me on a higher pay scale. Also I already know my co-workers. Also Christy is really enjoying school, she already has friends. Also Crystal has been such a good kid tender. I am so glad that she is watching Christy. Also our rental is really not that bad. And I am so grateful that I get to talk to David at least once a week and we get to email several times daily.