I'm just a baby.

I have had a pretty bad week. I have been missing David like crazy. There is a girl at my work that is pregnant, she is about eight weeks along and I am jealous and it makes me sad. I have been thinking about it a lot. It's still so hard for me. Work was crazy this week. Its hard for me because I take things so personally and I stress and worry and mule over things. It makes it so I can't sleep and I am so stressed out. Then because I email David about whats going on with me I worry that I am going to stress him out and cause him to worry. I have cried a lot this week! I just really miss my husband :(
Nimitz News:
The USS Nimitz relieved the USS Reagan in the Gulf Of Oman this week. That means they are in a war zone. They are right by Iran and close to Afghanistan. I guess that means more money for all the sailors. I know that it really doesn't put David in any danger to be in a war zone but I still worry about him. There is a group of Navy moms that have adopted the USS Nimitz for Christmas. Since their deployment has been extended to an eight month deployment the sailors will not be home for Christmas. Oh boy here come the tears. I really miss David. This is so much harder than I thought it would be.